Have you ever felt like the entire world is swirling around you while you are standing still? That is me. Right now. I'm going through the daily routines without any second thought. I'm waiting on the moment that I can stop and smell the roses again. To enjoy what is going on around me. I feel like I am becoming robotic. The constant, same routine day in and day out is wearing on me. Making me exhausted. Life seems too short to be continuously running in this hamster wheel.
A good lottery win would make everything much easier right now. Did I mention that I am broke? School is making me majorly broke. I need graduation to be here. Now. Sadly, we make enough money by government standards to not be able to get any help yet we are barely feeding ourselves. Doesn't make much sense at all. With struggle comes reward. I know at the end of all of this, going to school, my little family will benefit in the long run. I can't wait until that day.
Until then the only thing I can do is to pray. Pray to keep our heads above water and make it through this period of time. Because in the end, it will be good. Hard work will pay off.
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Keep doing what you're doing Momma and it will all be worth it! I always feel like I am barely keeping my head above water and all I do is stay home all day. :)
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