Goofy

I have came her at least a dozen times to write. I have been thinking for the past four days how I wanted to word things. How I could properly put things down about Anna that would show exactly the person that she was. How amazing she was. What a wonderful wife and mother she was. I think I am still in a state of shock that it's real. That she is gone. I'm still stunned to the point that I can't fully write about it. Putting it here would be saying it out loud. I'm not ready to yet. I don't want to yet.